Aug 28

MY BROTHER MARK AND HIS GIRLFRIEND TARA GOT ENGAGED!!!!!
on may 28, 2005, i will have a SISTER-IN-LAW and my brother will be a MARRIED man! that's SO weird to think about! my BROTHER, married! :)
oh and if you are wondering if i am in this wedding, this is what my mom said that tara told her: tara knows a LOT of girls from college/high school that she feels she should ask to be in it, or something, so there's too many...so yeah it looks like me and my sis will NOT be in our brother's wedding. my mom said that tara was thinking of letting my sister and i be honorably bridesmaids or something like that, where we can do stuff with the bridesmaids but we don't have to wear the dress and stand at the front. tara is thinking of having her mom come here so that me and my sis can go with them to find a brides dress for her. which is totally fine with me (to not be in it, but be involved). first of all, family will be at the wedding (btw it's in Amarillo; where tara is from; on may 28th 2005...the day after the Harshs got married i think lol), and i want to be with the fam. i whether not be at the front looking at the fam and wishing i was with them or something. and i don't want to be like too busy getting ready or something that i can't be with cousins or something. and, i would have been in BILLIE's wedding (dec 18th 2004), lol so yeah i'll have already been in one. also, if i was a bridesmaid in mark's wedding i would prob have to be in lots of pictures (now i'll prob just have to be in like one or two, with the fam), and when i'm in pictures with fam members i tend to like gripe about it (yeah you should have seen me before our church family picture haha). but with people besides my fam i'm fine so billie's wedding pictures shouldn't be a problem lol. i'm just exicted that my brother is getting MARRIED, that i'm gonna have a SISTER-IN-LAW, and someday (hopefully soon but not too soon lol) i'll be an AUNT (hopefully to a niece lol)