Aug 14

so today. i didn't really do anything. my brother clay came back over today. and his girlfriend jessica did too. she gave something to me, my sis, my mom, and my dad. she gave me this...i guess a small theatre mask thingie. it's cool. now it's like 3:50am on "sunday morning." and i have to get up for church and then the next day, SCHOOL. but i can't really sleep. i woke up like after 1pm on saturday, so i may not be too tired. i think i'm also...idk...i guess anxious about school monday. i always get this way before something like that happens and i start thinking about it or something then i can't sleep! i think i should stay up late now so that hopefully i'll be tired and sleep good on sunday night. but i know mom would not like that. lol. *sigh* i miss melK. i miss seeing her at least. and knowing that she's in my house. it seems like i didn't see her much this summer, or hang out with her much. she was usually at work or out of town or in her room. the times i DID get to spend with her were soooooo awesome. whether it was riding with her, watching tv and movies for hours on end together, or that time we shopped and cooked dinner for my parents with each other, or whatever else, it was a fun summer! oh, she gave me a charm before she left, and i put it on my necklace next to the one i gave her with no beads between them. it has a little pink on it and the rest of the charms are silver, and it hides behind the crown kinda, but it's still cool! i'm gonna start that book she gave me when i finish the tons of other books i want to read lol. i also miss melG and bethN too. and bethH, i don't see her much. but i'm gonna be seeing billie and mrs harsh everyday pretty soon!!! i'm soooooo excited! it's gonna ROCK. school can be boring, esp the first day with syllabuses and all, and i don't wanna go back to homework/regular work...